happy birthday to me =)

happy birthday to me!

happy birthday , happy birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! =) lol

aduhhh

BEING SICK SUCKS . 
HATE THESE CANKER SORES ... I GOT A NEW ONE! 
     "     THE COUGHING 
     "        "    SNEEZING! ... SCHOOL ONLY HAS BROWN PAPER TOWEL
     "        "    RUNNY NOSES ... MY NOSE HURTS!
     "        "    LACK OF ENERGY ... BEEN SO TIRED IT'S AFFECTING MY LIFE
     "        "    SICKNESS.

aduh. SOMEBODY PITY ME.

dont want to be blamed anymore.  you university kids SUCK! coming over and disturbing my peaceful life.  staying up late AND NOT HAVING SCHOOL! blah. i wanna go home. >=( 

ROCK ALWAYS WINS

" what a way to end something beautiful. " - nov28

" 'who knows what next week will bring?!' .. honestly eh.
life is so random. things change. only time will tell =) " - nov29

" Your love is all that i need. all that i need, all that i need. . . " - dec05

" life is moving so fast, ADUHH . lol " - dec14

" God help me live my life. " - jan22

"*nods head... 1 , 2 , 3 ...
argh, i should have been more appreciative. 
I hate how I'm SOO YOUNG! arg.
I want to inspire, lead, care, and focus, but i needed you to let me.
it sucks how, i had to handle with care, i played it safe.
i should have been taking risks, and .. cared by handling or something .  
but now i guess it's a bit too late.
it's good tho . . . lets do it!
it's gonna be hard. and quite a story to tell one day.

abuh, God give me strength. 
need Your peace...
*squints eyes... rock (He always wins)
Your love is all that i need, all that i need." - april 1st 2007

"...Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks unto the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given Jesus Christ, His Son

And now let the weak say, 'I am strong'
Let the poor say, 'I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us'

Give thanks..."

"...Amazing grace! How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me!
I once was lost, but now am found;
Was blind, but now I see..."

Amazing

what do I do?... HONESTLY !

when things were going right,
my spiritual life, my school work,  my LIFE
when things could have kept going right,
my spiritual life, my school work,  my LIFE 
everything would be in order, because I would be happy.
because there wouldn't be anything stopping me from expressing what I feel.
no lies to hide where I went, when I did it or what I did.
I would be able to slow down without much fear of losing what I've dreamt for
I would KNOW that it was mine.
I would be happy.

but is happy NOT good enough?
maybe there is more in store.
should I listen to them? or just follow my own heart?

I feel stuck in the middle.  
Honestly, what do I do?

God help me live my life.